I decided to blog again... I went to read Hui Min's blog, there i'd learn wat i've been saying in the previous post. A praise could really lift one's spirit. Then i went to Andrea's blog, and there i saw this beautiful post.


The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box. There are 5 things you need to know, he told the pencil, before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be.

ONE: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand.

TWO: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil.

THREE: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

FOUR: The most important part of you will always be what's inside.

AND FIVE: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write.

The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.

Now replacing the place of the pencil with you; always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.

ONE: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess.

TWO: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.

THREE: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.

FOUR: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.

AND FIVE: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties. By understanding and remembering, let us proceed with our life on this earth having a meaningful purpose in our heart.

We are just like the pencil, who can make a difference in our lives and in the lives of the people around us. Don't ever underestimate what you have the power to do!

(Andrea's picture and post)

For a moment i was like, wow. Speechless.

I think God has let me pass by this 2 blogs not by accident. It kinda reflect my feelings and also answered my feelings.

Sometimes when you feel as if nothing in life seem to hold a meaning for you anymore. Just remember, there is always someone out there looking out for you, watching over you.

Sometimes, all it takes is just a phrase to make someone feel stronger. I don't mean physically, but emotionally and mentally. A simple phrase like,"you've done a great job!", could really give you the strength to move forward.
During leaders' retreat, Yurong asked us to give testimonial about the first 6 months of cell leading and so on. I'd only thank God for Guan You, and i've forgotten to thank God for my cell, both the old cell and the new cell. Being a new leader and all, it really stresses me at times of what should i do to get my cell ppl to like me, to get them to talk to me and so on. Okay so publicly, i would like to thank God for my current cell. I think that they had really let me open up my horizon towards certain stuff. The notes that they had written to me on the paper really encourages me alot. All this time when i had felt i have not done anything for them, their note had actually made me realised tht i had done at least a tiny weeny bit tht had helped them or impacted their life. I thank God for placing them in my life, although sometimes i can get rather irritated at them, ultimately, i've learnt alot through them. There's alot of things to thank God for about them.
I thank God for Clarissa, Biru and Guan You(again). There were and are my cell leaders. Guan You and Biru were my 1st cell leaders, Biru and Clarissa were my 2nd cell leaders. And now, i'm leading a cell with GY. You see how amaing God is! All three of them had showed me the ways of being a leader, espcially Clarissa. She's been a really great person to get an answer from...

Hmm, i dono wat to type le, okay, To make my blog seem more attractive, eh, here's a picture for you!

I forgot when i took this... haha... But yar....

Okay, its 5.34 p.m. Bonsiour everyone!

What's a blog without pictures? So, here's a feed for you!

So cute rite?

My Cousin sent it to me this morning. An boy was i in love with the picture at first sight! Haha. Today, was like any other day except that today was God's day.

There are sometimes when you feel like you could do nothing right, and that nothing seems to fall in place. You have not master anything well yet just hanging around, neither good nor bad. Sometimes, actually most of the times i feel like that. I guess its human nature. There are times when you wish you could be good at at least one thing, master the thing well and let everyone be proud of you.

There are times when all it just take is a word to change your life, for the better or for the worse. Its just one little word to brighten up your day, or to darken your week. Its just a comment that can just hit you unexpected. And all it takes is for that little word to come out from someone's mouth, to change your life, and to change you. Many a times we feel like life is neither here nor there, or we haven't found a purpose in life and it just tears the hair out of us! The feeling of, why can't i be like him, why can't i be like her, why can't i be like everyone else. But we never thought of: why can't i be myself.

I think the good thing of being a christian is that you would know that God loves you no matter what you are and who you are. He doesn't care if you're fat or skinny, pretty or ugly, white, black or yellow. OR any- so-what things, He LOVES you all the same. It's really assuring to know this.

OKay, i guess i'm not making any sense in this post. Oh wells.... Okay, before you all get bored from reading this post, i shall add colours to your eyes.... TA DA!!!! I'm giving colours to your eyes! OKay, i actually hate post with so many different colours but cos i dono how.... Oooo, its back to normal.... Okay, here's really wat i meant by adding colours to your eyes!

TA DA!!!!

Now, tht's really colours! Okay, i shalll stop being so lame. Its 12.35 a.m. now, and moi has to get moi beauty sleep.... Haha.... Tatas