I'm waiting for my bro to sleep so I can on the light on do things, in the light. So, yes... I'm typing in the dark. If there was a prize for typing in the dark, I'll definitely win 2nd prize!
I've been thinking about a lot of things lately - relationships, work, friends etc. And I can't help but feel that everyone is drifting away from me. Friends, family, especially family. My cousin in particular. As much as I don't wanna force my opinions, there are times when I don't really approve of some things. But being typical me, I don't know how to say it without hurting feelings or without sounding like a know-it-all.
Maybe its my age that's catching up, making me feel that there are a lot of things which could have been done better, or should be done in another way. All these are making me feel unsatisfied and whiny.
Maybe because my closest friends are going on a different path, it makes me feel lonely and sad. Maybe because they were always around when I needed them, or just because they are around, and even though I don't talk to them, their presence comforts me.
Oh, the light is on! Jeremy's gonna come in to do work.
As I was saying, although I don't have talk much to them, I knew they'd be around when I needed to approach someone. But now that I know they're gonna be MIA for at least a few months or a year, I can't help but feel sad...
Just maybe because, maybe because. I'm starting to sound like a old hag.
Alright, its back to studies for me.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
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Friday, February 11, 2011
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
You're 21!
Oh yes, although you wouldn't even see this, but here's one for you!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ERIC!!!
Although you keep pang seh-ing us, and bo jio-ing us,
we love you all the same. Touching right?
Although you keep pang seh-ing us, and bo jio-ing us,we love you all the same. Touching right?
Boy to Man
That was the tagline for the slideshow today.
Today was David's enlistment day. Its was nostalgic seeing him enter the camp. And yes, I'm gonna miss having him around. Hopefully this blur sotong will become for alert and bright :D At least, Jin Le would be around to watch his back. Not always, but its good to enter camp with a good buddy right?
But today got me thinking about how soon, the 3 guys in my house will all fly away into camp turning from boys to real men. As much as I want them to mature, I'm gonna miss babying them (with exceptional of the oldest one). Haha, gosh, I sound like a mom. What to do? Who ask me to be the only girl at home. Stop growing so fast!
Then I thought about how women have to send the men off into army during war time, and to wait helplessly for their return.
I've been rather angsty and impatient the past few days, and I really don't know why is that so. Is it 'cause I've lack of sleep.
Today was David's enlistment day. Its was nostalgic seeing him enter the camp. And yes, I'm gonna miss having him around. Hopefully this blur sotong will become for alert and bright :D At least, Jin Le would be around to watch his back. Not always, but its good to enter camp with a good buddy right?
But today got me thinking about how soon, the 3 guys in my house will all fly away into camp turning from boys to real men. As much as I want them to mature, I'm gonna miss babying them (with exceptional of the oldest one). Haha, gosh, I sound like a mom. What to do? Who ask me to be the only girl at home. Stop growing so fast!
Then I thought about how women have to send the men off into army during war time, and to wait helplessly for their return.
I've been rather angsty and impatient the past few days, and I really don't know why is that so. Is it 'cause I've lack of sleep.
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