Desperate...

Just what's wrong with going to poly? I can't seem to understand with his thinking. I was all in smiles in the morning when i knew i've got posted to. Why can't i go to a school of my wish. Anger, Upsetness boiling in me. It was a JOvial moment an estatic moment when i knew i got into the course of my dream. But everything stopped short when he called. His disappointment in his tone made me upset, not with him but myself. Why can't he ever be happy with what i got and just leavethings be. I know he wants the best for me, but not everything will turn out the way he wants it to be. Isn't my happiness all that matters? I told him many a times since i sent my decision for my postings. I'll leave it to got to where HE wants me to go. I told him many times that i was alright with both poly and jc, he was okay with it. But now? Why can't he just have faith and confidence in me that i can excel in poly and the course. That through poly i'll be able to made it into university. Can he even give me a word of encouragement? Or at least a congratulation because i've got into a course of my dream. People would ask, are you happy with what you've got? but there's not even a single word of happiness in his tone for me. He's just disappointed! Can somebody just tell me what to do? God... Help me out of this. I really don't wish to appeal.