Saturday, May 30, 2009

Hmmm

Okay, i give up trying to write a story through blog... I'll write only when it comes to me, so meanwhile, welcome back to the old blog, where i'll talk all bout me myself and i and my (boring) life.... Hahas. Here's a little update bout my past 2 months of life... PROJECTS! AHHHHH!!!!! Okay, its both good and bad. The good thing is that it keeps my brain working, bad thing is, its squeezing my brain dry!:( And everyday its just school project facebook then sleep. Haha, Oh well, lets move on to today then....

Met up with Yan Ling, Daphne, Serene today to celebrate Yan's birthday! Oh man i miss the times when we had with each other! Those memories were fond and haiz.... Sometimes i just wanna turn back time or at least stop time from going. But then hey, if there wasn't then, there won't be now eh? Oh wells. We went to watch Night at the Museum 2. Its my 2nd time watching but its worth watching again la i feel. I love being with me girls! After the movie, we headed to amk hub and we saw Perry at the Somerset MRT station.... Haha... AHhh, those times....

Gosh, i'm sounding really old. I guess it takes time before i actually get use to my poly environment. I seriously agree to what James say bout how everyone "acts" when talking to anoter person. It seriously a pain to the ear. I quoted this from someone, erm, she was talking loudly and i overheard it. She said that " In Poly, there are no true friends, you're true friends are in secondary". And after i heard that i was like, Wow, Tht's kinda true. Its already week6 of poly and yet, there isn't someone whom i can really talk to about my feelings or puton my true self. Right now, i have to be someone else. Someone superficial and i'm feeling rather uncomfortable bout it. It jus tht everyone wants to fit in, and in the end, nobody know what their trueself is anymore. I guess it just takes time. Let nature takes its course and somehow, everything will fall into place. I guess i'll just have to leave everything to God.

Funny thing, today, i woke up with the song, Center of it All stuck in my head. It was kinda like an answer to my prayer. And just, now, i realised tat the song had another answer to the feeling i have. You know whenever i'm about to meet up with my old friends or even think bout the times in sec sch, i have an urge to cry. I donno why, but it just comes.... Haiz... I'll just let time run and let everyting fall into place lor.

OKay, its 11.17 p.m. now. I promise i'll try to comtinue blogging whenever i have the time! Erm, GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!! Au Revior!

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