Different gadgets with different uses

Guess I'm officially back on blogger again. Tumblr is getting less personal, okay, it was never personal to start off with. And besides, no one reads this blog :D

I realised after the decrease in number of followers on tumblr, people don't like to hear about your sob story. They are more interested in the pictures you post up and the interesting stuff you upload. So now, I'm gonna switch around tumblr and blogger; both with different uses. Call me fickle minded i don't care.

So here's sob story number 1. of my very first post in months.

My dad again talked to me about encouraging my brother and motivating him. The thing is, I don't mind. Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, i really do not mind it at all. But do you already not know how hard it is to communicate with him? To actually go out with him or bring him around, or to be even around him, i have to first overcome the very first barrier - ME. I mean, hello, he's my brother and i love him and all, but there are times when I really do feel the pressure and stress when I'm around with him. It's hard to express love to people like him. While you do not want others to insult him, because he's your kin, but you can't help but also feel the way others feel about him.

I know its no excuse, and even i feel that I'm giving myself excuses about why i haven't been motivating/encouraging him. It's not easy okay. We, youngsters too, face stresses in our own way.

I need time to overcome my own barrier. I just need time. For now, just let me be. I'm human too.

And that's the end of my sob story.

Typing things out from what I'm thinking does helps make me think better in a way i guess. Well, lets just hope that things will turn out better in days to come.