Silly Rants

Sometimes I feel like the only time you talk to me is when you need help. Actually, that's about it. Like really, you say I miss you and the only reason thereabout is because of school work. I actually don't really mind it, but it saddens me when I know that that would probably be the one and only time you bother talking to me, on a personal level.

Then when you ask about how I'm doing. I answer with a prepared heart that you most probably won't reply after.

I already know but it still saddens me. My jealousy? Work? Life? All excuses. If you aren't really interested in knowing about my life, at least pretend to be. Because, it's really easy to tell when you aren't.

Then we plan to meet up and all, and you always fly my aeroplane.... I can only reply you with a sure, and then knowing this will never happen.

If you really want to meet up with someone, you'll make the effort to, no matter how busy you are.



Silly rants. Probably carry it in my heart till i tell it to you, which might never be. But till then. Sigh.

Back to studying.